Addiction

My vision's blurry
And my speech is slurry
Reckless and in a hurry
Incoming reality checklist which I need to bury
Instagram and train of stories
Right tap tap tap….
Oh look at me I'm a psychopath !
I need your validation to get HIGH on the Glory
A few cigarette here and there
Just the right amount of toppings on this vanity fair
Woke up 11.30 in the morning I've headache now…
Why the FCUK the sun does have a glare !
Now that I've turned into a zombie I don't need vitamin D for skin care
Blood is to mainstream I gotta drink a few litres of wine just to be clear
Feminism got Women a glass of of wine in one hand and cigarettes in the other
Men got nothing to lose so they piss Old monk like the stream from the souther
Hey bruh don't worry I've four kidneys and two livers * in case of emergency *
The coolness with which I smoke my stash around
Junkies wanna just crash my house
I'm the alpha male and the ladies just turn their head around
Eyes red everywhere
Two shades light to be pretty
Smoke some hookah you pretty
I'll buy you a new pair of lungs when you need it * wink *
Marijuana is peace
Hey kid how much for the cookies ?
Look I'm the leader of this nation
One joint at a time is the notion
-N.B

Will I be the same ?

Will I be the same when we fall apart ?
Will I be able to see any other girl the way I saw you ?
Will even my poems feel the warmth of skin of whom about it is written for and about ?
Will I say good night dear or night until the day arises ?
What will be the parameters of liking her ? You or her beauty ?
Everybody thinks I've met my love and romancing with her but,
Will I be ever satisfied even though I've never felt beyond a few hand shaken and a few shoulder taps
Or admiring you chubby cheeks
Will my lines become clichéd ?
I guess I got my answer, Touche!
Will I breath the same ?
Will you answer these never ending questions or you will even leave this like you left me,
Unanswered when I asked nothing.
-N.B.

I don’t know why I’m so weird Pt.3

I don't know why I'm so weird
I see the future passing by me as if there's no illusion
Passing through the mountain peaks on a starry night
I see the optimism floating up in the sky
Yet I don't give up …
Again the question…. Why ?
The car is pitch black with yellow headlights like the sun
They scan for animal fight club on these white lined roads
There's 2 passengers in the back seats
One is my so called friend and her evil twin "fiance"
It's not I hate him but there's no neutral space either
But at that moment I don't care who's with me
Nor I flow into the distant future "future"
I just listen to the beats of "Hey Jude"
That evil twin's suspicious.. he asks "Are you high dude ?"
I just mutter under my breath… "No clue"
Even those roads are feels like home
Still better than the boulevard of broken dreams
My love for them still grows… every single time
Yes, I'm SINGLE at the moment
Too old and too rich use torrent
I lay in my bed with every scene running like a 1920's movies came true
Who said it's an illusion when in my mind it's all real
-N.B.